my will
2004-07-22
@ 2:10 p.m.
i need to rededicate to my writing once again. i'm starting to slip. i haven't realized how quickly the days are slipping past me. i should be writing more, developing my own personal style and signature, evoling as both a writer and as an individual. i've got to start making more time to do this. i can't allow life to sweep me off my feet, to catch me off-balanced and blind-side me. i'm going to try to be more dedicated in my endeavors. this is my hope. i don't want to say "promise" because i feel like that's already setting myself up for failure. we'll try setting the bar for "ambivalent desire."